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Monday, March 06, 2006
I AM SO DEPRESSEDmy parents are so not concerned over my studies and would rather go for my brother's BMT march-out parade than come for my school's parents-teachers meeting. i am so sad I mean literally. as in they will will be late for the meeting for still. the ost impt part of the meeting is the talk on the plan the school is implementing on us and how to help us cope with the stress. i am so pressured and stressed this year and my parents do not know. they are so cold. what is wrong with them?! why can't i have parents who are far more concerned with my studies and the stress i'm going through? i'm sorry for blaming my parents and i know there are worse parents in this world but i can't help it. my mum is just blaming me for watching so much tv and not studying... but that is because she does not SEE me study. whatever lor. I am so very upset. I dno what other vocab i can use. i am feeling so desperate that i want to attempt suicide to gain attn and make them listen to me. qing says i'm suicidal... whatever. i cant be bothered. i really wana die. ok not really. anw my mother keeps telling me to study study study. don't want me to watch tv or do anything else like my existence on this earth is only to study and do everytink to their liking. i feel so disgusted and sick. what is wrong with this world?! will continue later... |