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Run.


Jasmine wants




Plead

talk to monster and monster won't eat you.




Victims


upcoming! fun schedule equivalent :)

x Love Matters (Sunday) it's a terrible movie. =(
x The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (TBA)
x Cycling (TBA) --> I miss cycling =(
x Current Affairs Workshop (10,11,12 March)
x Thieves Market OH SO FUN! =D OWL BAG! <333
x 12 Rounds <-- hmm, boring movie? zzzzz *retches at mention of popcorn*
x Visit Objectif <-- LOMO Embassy; lomos are expensive. =(
x ARTFRIEND WAS FUN; haahs, if you consider trying not to fold a piece of turquoise tracing paper and bring it home in one piece fun.
x Knowing (Saturday)
x chalet! (13-16 April) <3333333
x X-MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE FOUND :D

Dramas
x Witch Yoo Hee
x ToGetHer (ai jiu zhai yi qi)
x Boys over Flowers
x Grey's Anatomy S5 WAITING S6!!
x House S5 SEASON 6 HURRY OUT!
x Gokugen 1, 2, 3

Movies
x Coraline
x Knowing
x Potter
x X-Men Origins: WOLVERINE

Sewing Machine
x fabrics purchase GOT THEM! =D
x attempts to create: jewellery tools case, purses, passport cover, lappy cozy
x BOOK COVER! COMPLETE!

Photography
x amateur photography --> kinda suck at this huh? (well, ongoing)

OHLIQ
x finish selling those ragged pieces of clothes! (can I give up already? :S)

Jasmine/A Tinge of Aquamarine
x jewellery tuning
x photography
x conceptualise
x photoshop

Cooking
x attempt to arrange/attend cooking lessons once a week with my mother CLOSE to giving up on this. :P

Fleas
x visit the theives' market at sugei road (since I FINALLY found out how to get there :) (wed) <3333333333

Fitness
x once-twice weekly jogging :) hey, relieves stress and increases metabolism! very very good. =) (or others like tennis and cycling)--> these no time. =(
x GOAL: to lose weight to below **kg :D
x dance class
x GOLF! lol.
x kayaking!

CCA stuff
x NYAA Chapter
x SPIN@TRM - NATAS

WISH LIST
x Disderi 3 Lens Camera =) --> Spreeing it! :D
x headphones? Those vintage kind! Plus won't mess my hair! (note* my head is pretty big, pls make necessary allowances. :P) --> anyone want to bring me to Jaben/Stereo?
x Jewellery Case/Box for bringing to Taipei. =)
x Maybe you can get me stuffs for my OIAP. hahas, just please, don't give me a ricecooker. -_-
x New Glasses
x Contact Lens
x Nude Heels and Gladiator Sandals!--> waiting waiting waiting!!
x Casual Blazer!--> bought! but the seller superrr slow. :(
x Robot Necklace & whale earrings!--> think I may forgo these two, whale earrings not so nice, may switch to birdie instead! Robot mahs, idk...
x Polar Bear Wire Wrap!
x Two new bags I kan shang online. Should be getting it. Except dno when she ordering also... O_O
x External Harddisk :x

leave now and monster won't eat you.



Obituaries

Elle.



Monday, March 06, 2006
I AM SO DEPRESSED
my parents are so not concerned over my studies and would rather go for my brother's BMT march-out parade than come for my school's parents-teachers meeting.
i am so sad
I mean literally.
as in they will will be late for the meeting for still.
the ost impt part of the meeting is the talk on the plan the school is implementing on us and how to help us cope with the stress.
i am so pressured and stressed this year and my parents do not know.
they are so cold.
what is wrong with them?!
why can't i have parents who are far more concerned with my studies and the stress i'm going through?
i'm sorry for blaming my parents and i know there are worse parents in this world but i can't help it.
my mum is just blaming me for watching so much tv and not studying...
but that is because she does not SEE me study.
whatever lor.
I am so very upset.
I dno what other vocab i can use.
i am feeling so desperate that i want to attempt suicide to gain attn and make them listen to me.
qing says i'm suicidal...
whatever.
i cant be bothered.
i really wana die.
ok not really.
anw my mother keeps telling me to study study study.
don't want me to watch tv or do anything else like my existence on this earth is only to study and do everytink to their liking.
i feel so disgusted and sick.
what is wrong with this world?!
will continue later...